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I screwed up with phenibut again (9th Jun 19 at 9:59am UTC)
Hi. As the title suggest, I've screwed up taking phenibut again when I said I wouldn't. Phenibut may be a life saver and a wonderful substance for those who can be responsible with it but I'm not responsible. I'm an idiot. I wish I would've never found out about phenibut. Every time I say I'm gonna stop I never do. I remind myself that I'm an addict and an irresponsible person but I just keep coming back to it. I recently bought 25g again and said no more stupid decisions and actions. I'm going to be responsible and only use it twice a week blah blah blah. As you can probably guess I didn't do that. I abused again. First it was 5g a day but not anymore. I graduated to 7 and 8. Today I took my final dose at 6.5g. Now, I haven't been to a doctor in nearly 10 years but I have no choice anymore. I cannot continue down this path like so many have. I need to get clean. On Wednesday my sister is going to drag me to the doctor no matter how much I scream and kick. I'm going to get my own prescribed medication for my anxiety and depression and hopefully stop this madness. Luckily I was able to get 30 .5mg klonopin from my friend so I don't have to worry about the phenibut withdrawal. I know there are tons of people out there that unfortunately have nothing to help them through this horrid withdrawal. phenibut withdrawal Is the worst withdrawal I have ever gone through. Worse than tramadol withdrawal. I guest I'm just venting here but I'd also like Anyone who's out there that's going to read this who is like me to know that this will not go away unless you make it go away. No matter how many times you remind yourself that you're not going to mess up and that you will be responsible this time. Just so anyone who doesn't know what phenibut withdrawal feels like I guess it's similar to a benzo or alcohol withdrawal but it feels so much worse. It's horrible getting that hot and cold feeling all over your body and the sweats and the no sleep for like 2 weeks and the rapid heart beat and extreme anxiety times a thousand. In short, I imagine it's what hell would feel like.
 
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Re: I screwed up with phenibut again (11th Jun 19 at 2:36pm UTC)
Small tip, changing one addiction to another is never a good idea and will serve to just make everything worse but If you're desperate and only in a dire and I mean DIRE situation, tianeptine powder sodium, an opioid like synthetic substance that is currently available to buy online, helped me tremendously for the week of phenibut hell but please be warned that I am only giving this tip as a last option if you're in massive pain. It is VERY addicting and you may very well get addicted to the tianeptine then you have a whole other problem to deal with. Tread lightly. And you can also check https://nootropicboost.com/buy-best-nootropics/aniracetam/
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